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K'tanya Demonstar ([personal profile] toodamnmanymuses) wrote2011-08-16 11:34 pm
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[livejournal.com profile] charloft 100 drabbles - 87. Two of Swords

It had gone on long enough. K’tanya had known this for a while, but she had turned a blind eye to that fact, not wanting to admit it was over. However she had spent quite a bit of time thinking about it while trying to relax in her tropical paradise.

She still loved him, in her own way. However as much as it hurt she needed to face the fact that he just didn’t feel the same, and nothing she did was going to change that simple truth.

It was time to talk Aidan, and then finally let him go.
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[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-17 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh. But, why are you sorry?"

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-17 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"Wow. That...I don't think I've ever heard you say that. That's very brave of you to do."

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-17 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"Maybe it would be, if it wasn't you."

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-17 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"You're one of the sweetest guys I know, Aidan. Talking to you doesn't take a whole lot of courage."

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-17 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, but apologizing does. I get that." He says with a grin. "It means a lot, actually."

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-17 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
She smiles a bit. "Well, I'm glad it means something. I just didn't want there to be bad feelings between us now."

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-17 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"There really wasn't. I don't know why. I should be pissed at you, but for some reason I can't be."

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-17 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
"I get that a lot, but I still needed to make sure. You've been important to me for a long time now, and I didn't want to leave until you knew."

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-17 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"Leave? Where are you going?"

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Just...away. Somewhere. Anywhere but here, really."

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
She shakes her head a bit. "I mean New York, or, well...anywhere near you, really."

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
"Because if I stay I'll just end up hurting you again. I won't be able to help myself. You just...have this effect on me and I...need to let you go and I won't be able to do that if I'm anywhere near you. I don't even know if I can do it when I'm not but...at least I can try."

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
"Why do I have that effect on you? I mean, out of everyone in the world, why do you love me?"

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
She sighs softly. "I wish I knew, but I don't really. You're just...the perfect guy, I guess. I mean, you're sweet, and adorable, and charming, and hot, and you have this boyish quality and you love so much and...even with all your faults I just...can't help myself."

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
"All my faults, huh? Well, you're not the only one that loves me. Sometimes I wonder if you put a spell on me that makes that happen, but you would never do that would you?"

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes, all your faults."

Wes, for instance. Huge fault. HUGE.

She shakes her head. "No. There's no need for such a spell on you. You attract people just by being you, whether you want them...or not."

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
"Now, don't be trying to guilt me. I wanted you but you left me."
Edited 2011-08-18 01:05 (UTC)

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
She gives him that look. You know, the 'yeah, right' look.

"You didn't want me. You wanted bliss, and I'm not talking about the demi-god either. You were broken hearted. Bliss was new, and different, and made you forget."

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
"And he was awesome and even if YOU were to have told me that you were actually you, then I would have accepted you so don't start that. You don't know anything about me or how I felt about you. But, I was heartbroken when you left. All you did was dump a puppy on my lap and leave. Then, Wes came into my life and I'm happy. You should be happy for me too and move on with your life."

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
"And it was a mistake, okay? I know that now. I...left because I was afraid and...I left B because I wanted you to have something to remember me by and..."

She sighs and shakes her head. "It doesn't matter. You're right. I do want you to be happy, whatever the cost. As I said, I just wanted to tell you I was sorry."

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
"Well, I appreciate it and I'll miss you, for what it's worth."

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
She just nods, sets her drink on the table, and gets to her feet. "I should go. Thank you for seeing me, Aidan."

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
He stands up, "Good luck, K'tanya."

[identity profile] idealized-sue.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
"Goodbye, Aidan."

She gives him one last look before walking to the entryway, and then out the door.

[identity profile] aoutlaw321.livejournal.com 2011-08-18 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
He watches her go before he sighs softly at her departure.
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