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Mistakes had always been something that other people made, and not something that K’tanya herself had ever been familiar with on a more personal level. Oh she might have done little things here and there that could be considered mistakes by some, but never once was there something that was so bad as to be worth actually mentioning. This was especially true of relationships, as it had never been her fault when things had finally fallen apart.
Her life had been absolutely crammed with people who had trampled all over her feelings and had left her to cry over her broken heart time and time again. Yet each and every time it had happened, she had pulled herself out of the gutter that her life had become, and had managed to find the strength of will to move on. She had mended her broken heart each and every time, and had continued to search the universe for that one person who would truly complete her, only to have the process repeat itself yet again. Each time though, it had been the other person’s mistake that had destroyed them, and she herself had always been the one who had been wronged.
Except for that one time, when the pressure had finally been too much, and she had given in to temptation when she should have known better all along. The mistake had proven to be so horrible, that it had left her scarred for a time, and unable to even think about trying again. A mistake, that had almost ruined not only her love life, but a relationship with a friend who had been there for her for almost as long as K’tanya could remember.
Yes, that blind date had been the biggest damn mistake she had ever made, and she was not going to make that one ever again.
Her life had been absolutely crammed with people who had trampled all over her feelings and had left her to cry over her broken heart time and time again. Yet each and every time it had happened, she had pulled herself out of the gutter that her life had become, and had managed to find the strength of will to move on. She had mended her broken heart each and every time, and had continued to search the universe for that one person who would truly complete her, only to have the process repeat itself yet again. Each time though, it had been the other person’s mistake that had destroyed them, and she herself had always been the one who had been wronged.
Except for that one time, when the pressure had finally been too much, and she had given in to temptation when she should have known better all along. The mistake had proven to be so horrible, that it had left her scarred for a time, and unable to even think about trying again. A mistake, that had almost ruined not only her love life, but a relationship with a friend who had been there for her for almost as long as K’tanya could remember.
Yes, that blind date had been the biggest damn mistake she had ever made, and she was not going to make that one ever again.
