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toodamnmanymusesA change.
It was what she needed and she knew it, but it was so hard to change. Oh it seemed easy enough, and it really shouldn’t take all that much to accomplish. A darkening of the hair, a shift in eye color, a slight adjustment to measurements, a somewhat harder look, and it was done.
However, that was just the outside.
The inside was still the same. That feeling of uncertainty wouldn’t go away just because she looked different.
Changing her look was nothing more than an illusion; a way to start over again.
Still, it was a start.
It was what she needed and she knew it, but it was so hard to change. Oh it seemed easy enough, and it really shouldn’t take all that much to accomplish. A darkening of the hair, a shift in eye color, a slight adjustment to measurements, a somewhat harder look, and it was done.
However, that was just the outside.
The inside was still the same. That feeling of uncertainty wouldn’t go away just because she looked different.
Changing her look was nothing more than an illusion; a way to start over again.
Still, it was a start.
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Date: 2011-07-18 04:26 am (UTC)Well, other than the obvious.